Your secret in a sentence

Damnit, she keeps showing up. I can clear my mind of her presence fully, go for a couple of months without hearing hide nor hair of her, then suddenly she’s back and we are getting along wonderfully again.
It’s not that I don’t like her, quite the opposite. I would love to do unspeakable things to her over the course of a couple years. She has no interest in me, however, so I inevitably make an ass of myself and crawl back into hiding again.
She keeps finding me and digging me back out again. Argh. The vicious cycle is starting again.
Maybe I can break it this time…